Long Long Long Long time din update my blog le... Tink the last one was like a mth ago le ba... Jus too busy til i think nothing much really did happen to me. But these few days i started to do some self-reflection. I realise, actually I really did change a lot and quite a no. of things which happens contribute to these changes. Guess I wil have a long long blog today, hahahaha...
Ok, lets talk abt my 'love' life... hahahaha.... Looking back at wat happen for past few months... Ermmmm, i think i do have to agree with wat my buddies say abt me - take things for granted... Sighh... But to tink abt it, i guess prob he is not the one, tats y i wil take him for granted. Anyway, I wun regret, but jus feel 'ke xi'... He is a nice guy, but tink im veri stubborn as well. Certain things which i cant accept, i jus cant accept no matter how hard i try to psycho myself. But I wil stil remain positive n tell myself the gd always comes late, hahahaha....
Ok, family life now. QUite a lot of chaotic thingy happen back at home... Sis broke up wit her 10 yrs bf. Bf commit suicide, sis 'run away' from home, afraid of being harass. Everyone in the family was so worried abt her. Though i wasnt really with gd terms wit her, ultimately she is stil my sis. N also i realise when i started working, i feel more sense of responsibility towards the family. Like a grown-up adult... I cant behave like how i behave when i was an undergrad. Guess, its a gd thing ba, that im growing up... But definitely there r bad things as well.... Tink im getting more pessimistic, not so happy now.. Sometimes really hope life is much more simplier...
Now back to my work life... Everything is as per normal. No hu ha over anything. N yes!! My team manage to maintain our standard even when our high-flyer Beckie is not with us anymore. Though we stil feel kinda down, cos of the lower energy lvl, but we manage to work closely together to bring in the figures. N my personal sales hit the highest as well for my 4 months. N I got a pen from my mentor, hehehehe... (well, peacock likes to b praise =p ) I guess there r really a lot of motivation factors involve. My team sales, my CEO expectations, my mentor, n of cos myself. Actually im quite satisfied for my own performance in a sense its an upward trend. My effort is being paid off by my sales. Ok, hope nxt mth wil b an even better month for me, n achieve my first 20k. =)
Tats all for now. Nitz ppl
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