Ytday went to celebrate RB bday @ New York New York.. The food really not too nice, haha.. But overall i did enjoy myself, cos my mentor Jacylnn was there, hehe.. N gotten to noe them even better than before... Especially one of the new-comers.
He seems to b a playboy, comes from rich family n looks really like a spolit brat. But he is totally different from wat we thought.. He cant drink at all, he don club, n the most shocking thing i noe last nite was... He came from a single family... Stayed wit his mum after his parents divorced, n worst still, his mum past away 3 yrs ago. So, all the while, he stayed on his own. Do everything on his own... At first, i feel he is quite weak mentally... But i have a totally different view of him last nite.... I don think i can ever survive on my own at any pt of time. Even if the day when my parents left me, i think i need a family too, in order for me to feel the importance of being alive... Suddenly, i felt so fortunate.. Though i don grow up in a well-to-do family, I have nv starve b4. Though my parents arent loving, they do not quarrel in front of me, n afterall i stil have a complete family...
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Today is the day.. The day Jacylnn left RE, the day she left her 'babies' (including me), the day Meixiang has to b indpt. From tml onwards, im no longer a baby in the office, no one to sa jiao with, when my sales is no gd, no one to b there to back-up on me, when JS threw me a challenge. Anyway, i tink its jus part of learning process in RE... I will move on!!! N with Ah Ong ard, i guess i wil stil b able to do it lor... Ong, don abandon me ok? =D
Anyway, tomol will be a new day for me again!!! Hope things will get better, n IT4, don worry, we will deliver!! Jiayou!!! ;)
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
I guess its quite a tough week for me... Facing the fact tat Jacylnn is leaving soon.. But, I feel happy for her as well, tat she know wat she wants and she manage to get into the company n do wat she wants. =)
I think i jus have to b more indept and not dwell on tis anymore. Last week has not been efficient at all. Prob bcos of this news and also with quite a couple of sales visit and interviews. Next week wil b better!!
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Sad, lost, depressed, disappointed, mixed feelings....
Cant remember when its the last time i cry, but today i break down into tears. My dearest mentor has tendered... I donno how to describe my feelings... But it really affect me a lot. I guess im most affected among all... I tried to b normal, cos i wanted it to b easy for her... She feels she has let me down cos of her leaving when i stil need guidance, when my sales has yet to stable... I mean i respect her decision.. But stil, Im like a baby losing a mother. Im force to b independant, im force to grow up. I noe the ppl in my team wil stil provide me wit all the guidance i need, but stil.. Im mentally attached to her... I wanted to do her proud by doing my first 20k this mth, by passing my probation in another 2 mths... But she wun c it... There will nv b a case where 3 of us r gonna make it to 100k tat day.... I donno... I think i need quite some time to recover. I have negative thoughts now, which i noe i shld not... Today, i have a candidate who is quite positive, n might b offered. But he doesnt seems veri interested, so my case might fell thru.. But somehow, i don feel anything at all. I have the mentality tat i don care even if i don get the sales in now... I guess i need to find other motivations in tis job now. Give me time ppl.....
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