Time for some updates.... Jus got home from East Coast... Ytday was there to celebrate Kerwin and Liping's belated bday... First n foremost... Guys, I'm really sorry abt my short-tempered these days... Very sorry... Guess this week the stress is really driving me crazy. So much so tat its as bad as when i was in my exam period. N furthermore, ytday was really tiring for me, cos of the full-day workshop at Regent hotel. Alrite, ytday was stil a fun nite afterall.. N i really had enuff sleep, haha... Slept from 12 onwards, all the way til this morning 7 plus.... Its been sometime since we went east coast together. I guess the last time was this yr new yr count-down... So its like 7 plus months le. Afterall i think we all enjoy ourselves jus tat its a bit tiring for all....
Alrite, past one week was really not veri gd for me.... Two of my cases fell thru, so i have yet to close any case for this mth.... Thur we had a pre-workshop. Sighhhhhh... Im expected to do very well, so much so tat i don think it wil ever happen at all... I do have a few orders to work on, but don seems like it wil come in this mth... Everyone seems to have very high expectations of me, which really stress me out. I'm glad tat they feel im doing fine, but stil... don have too high hopes on me, im afraid of disappointing u guys n end up i wil b veri upset tat i disappoint u ppl as well.... Wat i can say is, i wil try all my best to do watever i can. U can have my words for tis. But i cant guarantee u tat i can hit my target...
Well, anyway, i think i really need to learn to relax a bit, n not to b too tense up at times also. Guys, thanks for the understanding, n once again, I'm sorry tat im short-tempered these days..
Finally its the day of my convocation!!! Haha... My so-called 'da ri zi'... B4 everything, i wasnt excited abt it at all... Everyone seems to b more excited than me, hahaha... Mummy nagging at me, if i have prepared everything, my friends asking me how i feel n so on. But i felt so different when i was receiving my scoll... Suddenly felt I have ended my education career, n really going into working life now... My three yrs of hardwork, awards me wit my merit cert n its time to really move on wit life... Seeing everyone in acedamic dress, i remembered my 21st bday wish... "to grad together n throw our si fang mao together"... YES!! My dream came true. Though the 8 of us din wear the acedamic dress together, its bcos Yimian n Lifei have decided to go for hon. Im happy for them as well, hee...
Everything was fine today. Initially i was worried i wil trip n fall on stage, the guys wil b late n blah blah blah, haha... But everything went smoothly, n we took quite a lot of photos!!! I might not b veri expressive sometimes... So... I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of u.. hahaha... Sound like im making 'gan xie ci' like tat. Well, first of all...
Definitely its my dearest n greatest MUM!!!! Without her, i doubt i wil b who i m now... Ok, she wun get to c this blog, so hopefully i can express my gratefulness to her, hahaha....
Definitely, i have to thank u girls as well... I was really veri reliant on u girls in my yr 1 n 2, n luckily i have u ppl wit me, to remind me of all the tests n exams, n to plan the time-table for me, hee... Really a big thank you n huggies to u girls.... N of cos to yz as well... Without him, i guess i wil have screwed up my last sem.. So i really do owe my merit to u... Hee... I wun forget i owe u a treat de...
Lastly its definitely my best best pals n buddies!!! A BIG THANK YOU!! Guys, a hundred n thousand thanks to u ppl... Though u all always suan me, 'bully' me, irritate me, hahahahaa... But u ppl r the one who have gone thru the toughest period of my life wit me. Giving me all the physical support whenever i need. Lending me ur ears n shoulder... I remember during my yr1 n yr 2 period, life is really tough for me... Family having problems, daddy going thru heart by-pass operation n things going on, which makes me really at the verge of breaking down. But im lucky to have u ppl... I'm really veri veri grateful to all of u!!! N veri touched to c u all coming to share my joy today as well. *HUGGIES* I noe all of u wil b the best buddies wit me for the rest of my life. Guys, jiayou jiayou ok?? 3 more yrs i wil attend u ppl's convocation as well, hee.... Hopefully by 10 or even 20 yrs later, we wil stil b tat gd friends... =)
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Time for some updates again!! Time really flies in RE. Im in my 6th week in RE le... On Sat, I was feeling quite ill, but stil, I manage to attend the orientation conducted by Mr Sim. Erm... I understand he actually have quite high expectations of me. I really hope i can do well also. Hopefully I wun disappoint him...
Ytday was our team appraisal. I was pretty gd, in a sense that everyone is very open to comments n also very clear of own's short-comings. B4 everything, i did a appraisal with Jacylnn, my mentor. Quite happy to hear her praise me, hehehe.... N during the group appraisal, my team also felt tat i have been performing pretty well in the past one mth... Ermmm Really got a 'man zhu gan' tat my hardwork got so called paid off as well. My rapport with the clients is pretty gd as well... First time, i felt tat my 'nice voice' often describe as 'tei' is an advantage as well, hahaha... Somehow, im stil exploring where is my potential, but mayb one of my strength is in tat im persuasive, n i really hope this can bring me far...
I think tats all for now ba, hee... Looking forward to my commencement now, which is on Sunday!!! Hee... Those who have promised to come, u better come!!! Haha... Nitez ppl
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