Today was quite a tiring day, cos of the tuition. But ok la, time passed by quite fast, n its gd money, haha.. Anyway, today was a nice day.. EE was back in his gd mood, n chat quite long wit me n xiu. Quite impress by how accurate he looks at ppl. At least for mic, xiu, wl n I, he said veri accurate things abt our perceptive towards relationships. He told me to tan lian ai, haha... n said tat i prob i have expectations for guys, tats y im stil single now... Erm... M i really asking too much abt bf or its really true tat guys nowadays cannot make it, haha... Opps, guys, no offence ok? :D
Anyway, the P5 made a card for xiu today... haha, its actually quite funny ar... Cos xiu actually hide, when she noe they r giving her something!!!! haha... i always c students hiding when they shy, but first time i c teachers hiding cos she is pai seh receiving present!!! Although its a simple card, but im sure she appreciated it...
At nite, received call from kw's mum.. sigh... tat guy might fail his maths test again. But im actually mentally prepared he wun do well, cos after the test, he did not contact me anymore le... Both of us were quite disappointed over his changed. But somehow, I learn not to get too upset over this fact le.. I jus hope i can do something to help his mum.... Though im not a mother myself now, but i can feel her sadness over this matter... And, its really not easy to b a mum... But honestly, seeing so many kids in ace, i wish to b a mother, hahaahha
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
Went shopping again today... Im suppose to accompany xiu n joc to buy things, but end up i bought the most!!! ARGHHH waste money again.. But nvm la, i don have a lot of clothes to wear nowadays, n since i can wear it to sch, then ok ba (hopefully i wun skip lessons again la, haha) Anyway, i bought a giordano shorts, a OP top n a skirt, n one Espirt tank top..After shopping, we went to eat at sakae. Baoling n I were like those hungry ghost in the 7th mth, haha.. cos we both too hungry le, nv eat lunch... After tat, we watched Fantastic four. Well guys, u all shld really go watch it, bcos its really really veri nice!!! Its veri funny, n its considered an action movie as well.
Everything sounds gd today rite, except for one thing. We met someone whom we don wish to c, n that is none other than michelle lor.... All of us really really donno how to react when we saw her... Baoling wave, xiu turned away, n me?? I gave a veri mian qiang smile.... She really really look veri 'not pretty' now (cannot say ugly, later i bao ying, hee) Looks veri old actually, with her dark eye-rings, n pale face... I think she really think abt too many things le, think of this n tat, until she break down mentally... Erm... i think enuff of her le... Anyway, im getting my new mp3 next week (i suppose), haha... I think the price im paying for it is quite worth it la, so ermm... sry my pocket, haha...
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
As usual today, feeling bored at work... Ermmm m i losing the enthu in work? or its bcos i have no class to take? Anyway, was quite touched by a student today... I have a student who is quite spoilt, n i really mean spoilt. She was asked to complete a work b4 she is allowed to go home. But til 720, she stil could not complete. SO, i actually chase her home, n asked her to complete at home... I think i was a bit fierce when i ask her to do so.. i said something like, "then m i suppose to stay til 8 wit u, i wanna go home..." end up she cried n packed her things. And come to me, saying srry.. When she say srry, my whole heart soften... She really has changed a lot since pri 1.. Now she noes how to say srry for making me stay so late... I have nv hugged her b4, but i hugged her today, knowing tat she cried cos she is afraid of getting scolded... Well... tats the best part abt being an educator rite? when u actually experience the change in a student.. but of cos seeing them change from bad to gd, is an achievement, but seeing them from gd to bad, or bad to worse.... Its veri disheartening... Well, i guess nothing much i can do for their changed. "A gd teacher is not one who choose the path for the students, but to tell them the pros n cons of their choices"
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
erm.. Quite tired recently, especially today.. Mayb bcos of the the weather, makes me so sleepy, hee.... Realise something recently.. WHich is abt a ex-colleague of mine, who actually 'back-stab'. Well, after knowing her for sometime, i wasnt surprise tat she is such a person. I keep thinking wat she could possibly said abt us? Was she born to b such a person?? Tat's quite scary issit it?? The worse part is... There r actually ppl who r like her, n end up being gd friends wit her? And the two 'gd friends' jus talk behind each other's back.... Ermmmm.. CAn nv understand how such ppl think.... But somehow feel tat, this world is so ...... tats the bad part abt growing up, issit it? where u started to realise how cruel tis world can b... Where ppl r not jus as pure, n things r jus not tat simple to understand. Mr Koh once told me, there is no absolute white n black in this world, there exist a grey part. Am i into understanding this grey part of life now? Haiz.. Sometimes mayb things r simpler when we don think til so complicated.
Tats y, i always love my kids the most!! Heehee.. They nv fail to bright up my day, though most of the time they were the ones who test my patient, make me angry, causing my sore throat n so on, haha (they sound terrible, don they?) But ultimately, they were the ones whom i trusted most tat they wun hurt me.. Anyway, i have another 3 more weeks wit them, n this is gonna b my last holiday wit them, sob sob.. I wil miss them, but i guess i wun go back to visit tat often alrdy.. Since none of them wil miss me badly as well, haha.. But, they r stil remind the best memory for my 'growing-up' process...
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
sunday passes really fast. working tomol again, sian!!! But im onli left wit 3 more weeks of work, b4 i start studying like a nerd again, sob sob...Sigh, i wil miss the kids again, But guess this time, it wun b so she bu de ba, cos i noe none of them wil miss me as well.. Sighh.. i was wondering how much i can do to help the p6 in this these three weeks.. Knowing tat EE wun b back so often to teach them, makes me a bit worried abt them, especially PSLE is really really near. Im worried abt wen also... His work now is really jia lat, but i felt so helpless... I think i have done watever i can to help him alrdy, but its so min tat i can do to help... Sometimes really wonder, i have done so much to help him, but does he really appreciate it?? Well, i donno.. And i tink i cant expect too much from him now le, jus hope he wil on the rite track..
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
Slacking day today.. I manage to sort out all the photos which i have developed. Talking abt tat, i spend another 30 bucks jus to buy the albums!!!! So overall for the albums and photos, i spend a total of 80 bucks le... wahhh, my heart is bleeding... but actually the photos is from since last june, so til now, its a yr of photo.. 80 bucks wasnt tat much la, if i think of it this way, haha.. Anyway, intend to buy baking ingredients together wit my albums, but then really toooooo heavy for me le, haha.. So, prob getting it tomol after my tuition. Tinking abt teaching tuition tomol ar, im a bit stress leh... once per week, n i have to teach both A and E maths, is she going to learn much from me??? I really donno... But i hope she can at least score a B for E maths and pass for A maths, or else veri pai seh leh.. Hee... Alrite, tats all for today, time for me to go xia qi wit zhou gong liao, tata....
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Friday, July 08, 2005
Alrite, time for me to update my blog... Let me jus summerise my week... Have been quite a boring week for me, nothing much happen this week... Except tat, i spend 50 bucks on developing my photos!!! ARGHHHH!!!! Im damn poor again, though jus gotten my pay. Intend to spend 100 plus on buying a mp3, heehee.. Its money again.. Anyway, donno wat is wrong wit me, has a very good appetite recently leh... Ate 1/2 chicken, chicken rice last nite, then this afternoon, went to collect photos with baoling, n ate clementi things again. Guess wat? I ate a packet of char siew rice, and then share a packet of curry chicken rice wit baoling!!! sob sob, sob sob.... Wonder how much wt i have gain these few days...
Anyway, looking at the photos which i have taken wit the kids, i have some mixed feelings... Feel happy to have them to accompany me in these two yrs, nv fail to make me happy, though always make me angry also, hahahah... But somehow, ace wil not b the same anymore, changing all new teachers, n students who r closer to me grad... Coming to think of tat, im a bit upset.. But, well, things can nv remain constant.. Tats life!!
Schools starting soon again, in exactly 1 mth time, sob sob... So sian.. Going back to the boring life again, where friends r like...... ermmm.... And everyday is jus rushing this n tat, studying for tests... OMG!! ARGHHHHHHHH haiz... Shall not think of it anymore, n let me enjoy myself for the remaining 1 mth!! hee
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
Jus woke up, and happy tat no need to go teach tuition, cos my student is sick, heehee... Anyway, was stil quite tired now. Ytday morning worked, then had lunch at lot 1 with Corinne. After tat, went home sleep for an hr b4 going to celebrate both liping and kerwin's bday. Heng its at my hse here, or else very difficult to come home. Could have went home earlier, but then kerwin went to celebrate his bday with his friends first, so need to wait for him to come, then can cut his cake. A lot of ppl at the chalet last nite, but then... I din really enjoy also la, and everyone was also quite sian, din have much things to do, except to talk nonsense, haha...
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Friday, July 01, 2005
Well, wasnt a very gd day today.. Suppose to b a nice day la, cos we intend to have our midnite shopping.. But, but.. early in the morning, xiu's hamster got problem, so she wasnt in a gd mood today... Terrible mood i shld say... Then, joc came.. also not in a gd mood, bcos of her EZ link card.. So, quite terrbile today ar. Then ar, my da yi ma also came to visit me, so im not in the mood to shop as well.. Tats y we r actually back quite earli.. Din bought anything today at all. Prob no mood to really shop for things as well...
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ermmmm.. I am always 18 =p I am always playful n a lot of my friends these days say im retarded!! Hey, ppl, im not!! Im jus giving u guys a chance to prove that u r smart =p
Anyway, don think i need much description abt myself, since ppl who has my blog knows me well :D